Determination

HIGHLY COMMENDED

2023

ink pen on paper

55 x 75 cm

My art journey began just under two years ago, in hospital, while at a difficult point in my life. I picked up pencil and paper in my room and began to draw whatever came into my head, finding the process relaxing, soothing and stimulating. I continued drawing during further in-patient stays, trying to achieve more and more complexity each time. Out of hospital it was a different story. I had no interest and had to force myself to even pick up a pencil. I began this drawing in January 2023, and it has taken 60 hours to complete, over a seven-month period of procrastination and avoidance.

Seeing it finished has inspired me to try and do a little bit of art every day, even if only for a few minutes. I have called the work Determination because it represents my ongoing struggle with mental health and a determination to be mindful and work towards recovery. It showcases everything I have learned since picking up a pencil, with no agenda or intent, back in November 2021.